From Secrets with Men to Romance with Him

From Secrets with Men to Romance with

At 5 years old Victor Bell's thoughts came in contact, with a very taboo inclination. While watching a passionate seen on a soap opera, at his babysitter's house, Victor immediately had a desire to be the woman in the scene! Yes! At 5 years of age, Victor developed a carnal desire to feel everything that a woman does, he even developed a desire to be a girl, and then trauma happened.To feel the void from verbal bullying, and physical abuse from a member of his family Victor's desire to attach more to "what felt good," grew stronger. Along the way Victor became deeply insecure, angry, fearful, prideful, and lustful. The attributes would shape the next 18 years of Victor's life up to the point where Victor accepted being a "down-low homosexual." In addition to an amid use of alcohol, marijuana, and womanizing, Victor consistently embarked on secret nights with men. The surface life and the secret life, gave Victor great joy, great satisfaction, but he would soon find out the satisfaction was only temporary.At the peak of Victor's euphoria, he had insatiable desire for material things, he had massive high and gripping lows, along with a growing cavity of emptiness. Victor was doing everything he could to feed the beast of his flesh. But nevertheless his actions could never hide the ...

  • ASIN: 1642990353

A Bell for Adano

A Bell for

This classic novel and winner of the Pulitzer Prize tells the story of an Italian-American major in World War II who wins the love and admiration of the local townspeople when he searches for a replacement for the 700-year-old town bell that had been melted down for bullets by the fascists. Although stituated during one of the most devastating experiences in human history, John Hersey's story speaks with unflinching patriotism and humanity.

  • ASIN: 0394756959

The bells of St. Mary's, (Grosset & Dunlap film classics library)

The bells of St. Mary's, (Grosset & Dunlap

The Bells Of St. Mary's - A novelization by George Cictor Martin: From The Screenplay by Dudley Nichols and Story by Leo McCarey - Bing Crosby, Ingrid Bergman, Henry Tavers, William Gargan, Ruth Donnelly, Joan Carroll, Martha Sleeper, Rhys Williams, Dickie Tyler, Una O'Connor

  • ASIN: B0007DWKJO

Southern Biscuits: Crime In Southport (Eric Flynn Book 2)

Southern Biscuits: Crime In Southport (Eric Flynn Book

Things are normal in the small North Carolina coastal town of Southport; where the locals gather at the local cafe, known for its biscuits southern style. The owner, a young woman in her early thirties, is attractive to the widower county sheriff. Romance is in the air until the county sheriff's son and best friend are kidnapped.

  • ASIN: B06X9YZ1NB

España, ayer y hoy + CD-ROM (Spanish Edition)

España, ayer y hoy + CD-ROM (Spanish

This upper-level text, perfect for art and culture courses, introduces students to the customs and history of Spain. This volume features a wide variety of readings, cultural activities, and 600 questions about the history, literature, art, and traditions of Spain, as well as a CD-ROM of interactive activities.

  • Brand: De Los Santos
  • ASIN: 8498484138

Flight 370: Disappearance of Malaysian Airliner

Flight 370: Disappearance of Malaysian

In March 2014 Malaysia Flight 370 disappeared, with 227 passengers and twelve crew, capturing the world attention for weeks as governments searched frantically for the missing plane. But the only thing left behind was a mystery. Did the pilot or copilot ditch the aircraft? Did a terrorist organization hijack the plane? If so why did a terror group take credit.Or, was something on board that needed to disappear?CIA agents Josh Scott and Anne Hoskins are tasked with designing a drone system that will protect all airliners from hijackers. When one of these drones are stolen and placed on this flight, their boss goes to any length to see that it doesn't fall into the wrong hands. Agents Scott and Hoskins take action to stop their boss, only to find their lives in danger.

  • ASIN: B01BQNKRYS

The Bell Ringer

The Bell

An inspiring story of an Hispanic boy who grew up in small-town Texas and became an outstanding educator, who learned important lessons through sports competition, guided by the faith and determination of his mother and his first teacher.

  • Brand: Brand: The Watercress Press
  • ASIN: 0934955638

Colour (Whitechapel: Documents of Contemporary Art)

Colour (Whitechapel: Documents of Contemporary

Writings on color from modernism to the present, by writers from Baudelaire to Baudrillard, surveying art from Paul Gauguin to Rachel Whiteread.Whether it is scooped up off the palette, deployed as propaganda, or opens the doors of perception, color is central to art not only as an element but as an idea. This unique anthology reflects on the aesthetic, cultural, and philosophical meaning of color through the writings of artists and critics, placed within the broader context of anthropology, film, philosophy, literature, and science. Those who loathe color have had as much to say as those who love it. This chronology of writings from Baudelaire to Baudrillard traces how artists have affirmed color as a space of pure sensation, embraced it as a tool of revolution or denounced it as decorative and even decadent. It establishes color as a central theme in the story of modern and contemporary art and provides a fascinating handbook to the definitions and debates around its history, meaning, and use.Artists surveyed include:Joseph Albers, Mel Bochner, Daniel Buren, Carlos Cruz-Diez, Robert Delaunay, Sonia Delaunay, Jimmie Durham, Helen Frankenthaler, Paul Gauguin, Donald Judd, Wassily Kandinsky, Paul Klee, Yves Klein, Kazimir Malevich, Piero Manzoni, Henri Matisse, Henri Michaux, Beat...

  • ASIN: 0262524813

Whole Earth Field Guide (The MIT Press)

Whole Earth Field Guide (The MIT

A source book for American culture in the 1960s and 1970s: “suggested reading” from the Last Whole Earth Catalog, from Thoreau to James Baldwin.The Whole Earth Catalog was a cultural touchstone of the 1960s and 1970s. The iconic cover image of the Earth viewed from space made it one of the most recognizable books on bookstore shelves. Between 1968 and 1971, almost two million copies of its various editions were sold, and not just to commune-dwellers and hippies. Millions of mainstream readers turned to the Whole Earth Catalog for practical advice and intellectual stimulation, finding everything from a review of Buckminster Fuller to recommendations for juicers. This book offers selections from eighty texts from the nearly 1,000 items of “suggested reading” in the Last Whole Earth Catalog.After an introduction that provides background information on the catalog and its founder, Stewart Brand (interesting fact: Brand got his organizational skills from a stint in the Army), the book presents the texts arranged in nine sections that echo the sections of the Whole Earth Catalog itself. Enlightening juxtapositions abound. For example, “Understanding Whole Systems” maps the holistic terrain with writings by authors from Aldo Leopold to Herbert Simon; “Land Use” features ...

  • Brand: Mit Press
  • ASIN: 0262529289
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